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May
16
Every now and then I think of what I could have been
Am I the man I am simply because of what I've seen?
Am I the man I am simply because of what I've seen?
And just before I fall asleep I think of what could be
The things I dreamt of as a child when I had faith in me
Once I was an astronaut who sailed among the stars
Once I was a rock star with a hundred fancy cars
I'd never been a cowboy but I ran away from home
And even though I came back all I wanted was to roam
Once I was a dinosaur and ate all of my friends
Once I was a time traveler who knew how this all ends
Once I was a vagabond who inspired the whole world
Once I was a rock star with a hundred fancy cars
I'd never been a cowboy but I ran away from home
And even though I came back all I wanted was to roam
Once I was a dinosaur and ate all of my friends
Once I was a time traveler who knew how this all ends
Once I was a vagabond who inspired the whole world
Once I was in love with a silly little girl
Once I was a doctor who cared far too much for life
Once I was a doctor who cared far too much for life
Once I was a loving father with a loving wife
Once I was an actor being who I couldn't be
Once upon a time I had a lot of faith in me
Before I was a man and before I was a child
Before I was the consequence of some girls night gone wild
There may have been a hope that someday someone would make change
The biggest regret of my life is things have stayed the same
Before I was the consequence of some girls night gone wild
There may have been a hope that someday someone would make change
The biggest regret of my life is things have stayed the same
posted on: Thursday - 11:07am - May 16 2013 · posted by: Lingwiloke
Apr.
14
current mood lonely
A shapeless blue moon with all its rays;
Make up her loveliness in all ways;
As her soft, spicy body slowly drifts; Offering me, some marvelous gifts. Floating along with waves of cloud; Holding me tight, like her own beloved; As she chase her eyes towards the moon, My gorgeous minute ends so soon. An escape within a lovable pleasure Over rejoice in her nurture and leisure She moves vigilantly in the night; Where with peace she can wait Wake the heart, mind and soul For a lustful late mid-night stroll.BY WILLIAMSJI MAVELI williamsji@yahoo.com
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posted on: Sunday - 4:39am - April 14 2013 · posted by: williamsji
I've been working on this lately - ehr... actually I created it over a year ago when learning HTML5 canvas, but as I started working with node.js lately, I decided to give it the websockets love (by which I mean two people on the internet can compete against each other, as you clear lines, they are sent to your opponent).
I'll post a package of all the source code (node.js server included!) shortly.
in the mean time, perhaps some of you are feeling like a game of Tetris? I added a leader-board recently and it's quite empty now, so help me fill it up! :)
Oh, and ISTiT = "I Swear This isn't Tetris". :)
The current copyright holder of the Tetris game (Tetris Holding Company) are a bunch of twats that take down free Tetris games that refer to the name "tetris" (hence why you won't see me call it that on SikoSoft).
posted on: Thursday - 9:29pm - April 04 2013 · posted by: Lev
Apr.
04
current mood nostalgic
If violet is dark dense in its color;
Purple depict a yearning flower;
Green for a shade of guidance;
White always shows evidence
Desire for love has no flush
Flesh for desire has no blush
dreams sleep at night silently
Arms envelopes within softly
A ring can make you swing
A wing can make you sing
Williamsji maveli
posted on: Thursday - 7:02pm - April 04 2013 · posted by: williamsji
If there's one thing I hate more than people, it's gotta be spam.
If you want a sense of power (among what is typically a ghost-town, perhaps you like being a ruler of ghosts..?), I'd be happy to make some of you operators to clean up some of the spam.
There's no point in my leaving this site online if I just let it be whore'd out to the whores (not the sexy kind; those are okay, the whores of money: those should fuck a cactus).
let me know if you want some special access rights.
I'll butt rape you if you abuse the power to me, but by all means abuse it to others. ;P
(and as a constant reminder, I continue to vigilantly make daily back-ups, so doing something stupid to me just gets your access revoked and a your rampage reverted through restored backup)
I don't have the time to check in as much as I'd like, but I would like to come here every now and then if I don't have to stare at spam.
posted on: Friday - 8:42pm - February 08 2013 · posted by: Lev
Apr.
27
Thinkin bout a life
Of promiscuity
-detachment
Boys smiling at me,
In their cars, eating a sandwhich,
Languish and waving
I wave back and smile, and get a high,
But not tonight – guy
Think of following me home
But hey- that’s creepy
Hasn’t been done yet
Wanna be chased
And fucked around,
Like it wont affect me
On the table.
Overweight moms
In the field
With their problems
And their attitudes
I know more bout it than professor does
The eating disorders
The whys
And the cuz
Yah, im pretty ordinary
When it comes down to the gritty
Flashin toothy little smiles
And always wanting to look pretty
Leavin class, and smellin my fingers
After touchin my own ass
The cat knows whats in the container
Yah its milk
And who could blame her.
Shes a fashion model
Fuzzy , squatle
In the line of fire
One of dreamers
One of dancers
And im lookin for ways to file
All my life
Documents
And all the coffee stained sentiments
While my dry mouth sucks on peppermints
And im smoking
All the while
I got a good one to come home to
I got a bathroom
With soft tissue
I got a mind that thinks and reads
Ive got some history – with speed
Ive got an inkling with no seeds
Ive got a watering can – empty
Ive got a pretty purring cat
Ive got a way – to deal with that
And this and several problems later
Ill be ready to bungee - off equator
And im young and openminded
Ready here, to taste and try
All the things I might pass by,
AND REALLY,
You know I got it made
In a way
Ill figure that out someday
When im 80 plus, and spitting puss
And taking up the big wide seats
On the front, of the bus
posted on: Friday - 3:38am - April 27 2012 · posted by: stephalopolus
our comdev did this just recently when our poster there kept falling down
posted on: Thursday - 9:45pm - January 19 2012 · posted by: Lev
SOPA has as much to do with piracy as The Patriot Act does to patriotism.
posted on: Wednesday - 5:07pm - January 11 2012 · posted by: Lev
In the late afternoon today I found out Sweden sentenced me to 5 months in jail.
... for growing fungus/herbs and expanding my mind - harming no one, effecting no one, no one even knowing about what I'm doing (except for the gestapo that enters without probable cause, without reasonable suspicion and without a warrant).
So all you Lev-haters rejoice - we live in a system setup to take folks like me down one way or another. If it wasn't funny fungus it would have been my whacky hair color, my jew-nose or what have you. It was just a matter of time.
It's interesting to note that the social inquiry I had resulted in an encouragement to the court *not* to give me jail, but community service. It also clearly specified that in their opinion that there was *not* sufficient evidence to suggest I have a drug problem.
As far as I am concerned, the verdict was reached the second a purple-haired, tattooed, pierced man stepped foot in *their* court. Justice is far from blind.
Here's the full article:
28-åringen har erkänt narkotikabrottet. Det var Eslövspolisens ungdoms- och narkotikagrupp som i januari i år gjorde ett tillslag i mannens lägenhet, efter att han stoppats i en bil som framfördes av en känd cannabismissbrukare, båda två verkade då påverkade och polisen beslutade sig för att slå till mot 28-åringens lägenhet.
Det blev full utdelning. I lägenheten pågick både cannabisodling och odling av knarksvampar. Tio plantor och 90 gram torkad svamp påträffades. Utöver detta fann polisen odlingsutrustning såsom värmelampor och vattenkannor. Mannen var innan tillslaget helt okänd i narkotikasammanhang.
De narkotiska svamparna kallas även för psykedeliska svampar, på grund av att de innehåller hallucinogener. Äter man svamparna infaller ett psykedeliskt rus. Svamparna är narkotikaklassade i Sverige. Utöver framställan av narkotika dömer Lunds tingsrätt även 27-åringen för ytterligare ett narkotikabrott, på grund av att han var narkotikapåverkad vid tillfället då polisen fick korn på honom.
Det blev full utdelning. I lägenheten pågick både cannabisodling och odling av knarksvampar. Tio plantor och 90 gram torkad svamp påträffades. Utöver detta fann polisen odlingsutrustning såsom värmelampor och vattenkannor. Mannen var innan tillslaget helt okänd i narkotikasammanhang.
De narkotiska svamparna kallas även för psykedeliska svampar, på grund av att de innehåller hallucinogener. Äter man svamparna infaller ett psykedeliskt rus. Svamparna är narkotikaklassade i Sverige. Utöver framställan av narkotika dömer Lunds tingsrätt även 27-åringen för ytterligare ett narkotikabrott, på grund av att han var narkotikapåverkad vid tillfället då polisen fick korn på honom.
Rejoice prohibitionists - you've destroyed the life of yet one more person who doesn't choose to live like you.
posted on: Thursday - 10:12pm - December 02 2010 · posted by: Lev
For nearly a decade now, I have accepted (with pride) any labels such as "anarchist" or "libertarian" - just about anything that would dissociate myself from the mainstream left, the mainstream right, the mainstream socialists and the mainstream capitalists.
Most people will tell you, "every young rebel has a 'phase' they go through in which they reject authority". However, I think it's safe to say that, as my feelings, passion and heart have not changed in 10 whole years, and as I am now approaching 30 - this is more than a "phase". If anything, my passion for libertarianism only burns brighter and stronger as I age.
Now while some people may insist that with the state of our world today, it's more difficult than ever to be a truly devote libertarian, but I beg to differ. Because of the state of our world today (ethnic, political and religious turmoil), because of the contrasting differences between the left and the right (black and white politics), and because of the know-it-all-ism and political-correctness that saturates the minds of virtually every "open-mind" out there - now is possibly one of the easiest times to be libertarian.
Sometimes just defining that term (libertarian) can seem like a daunting task, but it really couldn't be any simpler. Unlike the left and the right, libertarianism is all about liberty (freedom) - whereas left and right politics is all about talking about freedom, saying you believe in freedom, but really just taking two polar opposites on most issues and rarely (if ever) basing political decision making on the simple question "does this violate liberty?"
For the earlier part of my rebellious youth, I found myself more closely relating to the sentiments of the leftish parties, and while that may still be in many ways, over the past few years I've started to finally make sense of why they are different than what I believe in. In short and sweet, the left really is no different than the right. While the left is usually looking out for what's best for everyone, and the right typically finding solace in man's selfish desires and wants, I really can't say the left is any better because both political ideas suffer from the same drastic flaw: they want to force what they think onto everyone else.
Here's an excellent example of what I mean; and actually the sole inspiration for what motivated me to sit down here and scribble out some of my thoughts on this whole topic of "political correctness":
Today I received a newsletter from change.org discussing some issues people have been discussing and voting on lately. One of the issues immediately caught my eye: "Racist Facebook App". In its petition text, it says:
So here we are now with a petition on change.org - rallying for support to censor Facebook (for whatever the reason may be). First of all, let me make this perfectly clear: I am not a white-supremest, a racist, or in anyway think white skin is better than any other pigmant. While I may not necessarily agree with or even condone what Unilever has done here, I am behind them 100% with their right to do it. It may be a shame that apps like this may convey the ideas that they do, but what is even more of a shame is that 10,000 people out there actually think censorship is the solution. *NO* viewpoint, no matter how obscene, "offensive" or harmful to society should be eligible for censorship: PERIOD. I thought more of us believed in that sort of stuff, but apparently, it's just something we all love to talk about. Let us also not forget that ANY idea, opinion or belief runs the risk of offending someone: PERIOD. It is a frightening day when we've all collaborated on the belief that as long as it offends most of us, or even a lot of us, it's worth censoring.
And that is what separates people like my from those in the mainstream left. The politically correct way of thinking today is: "if you don't like what someone else is doing, saying or thinking - let's rally to take their right to do that away". That is exactly what is going on here, and exactly what I feel is wrong with leftish thinking. These people somehow believe a system of practicing intolerance (by censorship) will someone yield a society in which we are more tolerant - yes, that still baffles me.
As a libertarian I believe we should stop using our voices and numbers to censor and prevent everyone else from doing what we disagree with, but instead use our voices to intellectually debate WHY what others may be doing is intolerant. But of course, it's a whole lot easier just to bully people, companies and groups into submission than actually using our brains to rationalize with them and onlookers of why their ways are wrong.
That really is why I can't say I fit in anymore with folks on the left - because when you get down to it, they are no different than the right. They think they have all the answers, they think they know what's best for everyone, and they will use their numbers and whatever means necessary to ensure they get it (whether that means the law or what have you). Now while they may very well see issues from completely different angles, the bottom line is they both use the same fundamental practices. Worse of all, they both love to talk a lot about freedom while stealing it away from you in the name of "tolerance".
The right loves to legislate selfishness, the left loves to legislate political correctness, and the libertarians say "enough with the fucking legislation already!".
Most people will tell you, "every young rebel has a 'phase' they go through in which they reject authority". However, I think it's safe to say that, as my feelings, passion and heart have not changed in 10 whole years, and as I am now approaching 30 - this is more than a "phase". If anything, my passion for libertarianism only burns brighter and stronger as I age.
Now while some people may insist that with the state of our world today, it's more difficult than ever to be a truly devote libertarian, but I beg to differ. Because of the state of our world today (ethnic, political and religious turmoil), because of the contrasting differences between the left and the right (black and white politics), and because of the know-it-all-ism and political-correctness that saturates the minds of virtually every "open-mind" out there - now is possibly one of the easiest times to be libertarian.
Sometimes just defining that term (libertarian) can seem like a daunting task, but it really couldn't be any simpler. Unlike the left and the right, libertarianism is all about liberty (freedom) - whereas left and right politics is all about talking about freedom, saying you believe in freedom, but really just taking two polar opposites on most issues and rarely (if ever) basing political decision making on the simple question "does this violate liberty?"
For the earlier part of my rebellious youth, I found myself more closely relating to the sentiments of the leftish parties, and while that may still be in many ways, over the past few years I've started to finally make sense of why they are different than what I believe in. In short and sweet, the left really is no different than the right. While the left is usually looking out for what's best for everyone, and the right typically finding solace in man's selfish desires and wants, I really can't say the left is any better because both political ideas suffer from the same drastic flaw: they want to force what they think onto everyone else.
Here's an excellent example of what I mean; and actually the sole inspiration for what motivated me to sit down here and scribble out some of my thoughts on this whole topic of "political correctness":
Today I received a newsletter from change.org discussing some issues people have been discussing and voting on lately. One of the issues immediately caught my eye: "Racist Facebook App". In its petition text, it says:
Vaseline (owned by multinational Unilever) has just launched a Facebook application that will help India's Facebook users to whiten their skin in profile photos. The application is intended to advertise Vaseline's skin-lightening creams for men -- products that not only promote a distorted idea of beauty, but can also damage consumers' health.
Tell Facebook that apps are fun, but not when they promote racist ideas about beauty. Ask the company to take this offensive app off the site.
Tell Facebook that apps are fun, but not when they promote racist ideas about beauty. Ask the company to take this offensive app off the site.
So here we are now with a petition on change.org - rallying for support to censor Facebook (for whatever the reason may be). First of all, let me make this perfectly clear: I am not a white-supremest, a racist, or in anyway think white skin is better than any other pigmant. While I may not necessarily agree with or even condone what Unilever has done here, I am behind them 100% with their right to do it. It may be a shame that apps like this may convey the ideas that they do, but what is even more of a shame is that 10,000 people out there actually think censorship is the solution. *NO* viewpoint, no matter how obscene, "offensive" or harmful to society should be eligible for censorship: PERIOD. I thought more of us believed in that sort of stuff, but apparently, it's just something we all love to talk about. Let us also not forget that ANY idea, opinion or belief runs the risk of offending someone: PERIOD. It is a frightening day when we've all collaborated on the belief that as long as it offends most of us, or even a lot of us, it's worth censoring.
And that is what separates people like my from those in the mainstream left. The politically correct way of thinking today is: "if you don't like what someone else is doing, saying or thinking - let's rally to take their right to do that away". That is exactly what is going on here, and exactly what I feel is wrong with leftish thinking. These people somehow believe a system of practicing intolerance (by censorship) will someone yield a society in which we are more tolerant - yes, that still baffles me.
As a libertarian I believe we should stop using our voices and numbers to censor and prevent everyone else from doing what we disagree with, but instead use our voices to intellectually debate WHY what others may be doing is intolerant. But of course, it's a whole lot easier just to bully people, companies and groups into submission than actually using our brains to rationalize with them and onlookers of why their ways are wrong.
That really is why I can't say I fit in anymore with folks on the left - because when you get down to it, they are no different than the right. They think they have all the answers, they think they know what's best for everyone, and they will use their numbers and whatever means necessary to ensure they get it (whether that means the law or what have you). Now while they may very well see issues from completely different angles, the bottom line is they both use the same fundamental practices. Worse of all, they both love to talk a lot about freedom while stealing it away from you in the name of "tolerance".
The right loves to legislate selfishness, the left loves to legislate political correctness, and the libertarians say "enough with the fucking legislation already!".
http://www.change.org/petitions/view/dear_facebook_please_stop_running_racist_apps
posted on: Thursday - 2:07pm - July 22 2010 · posted by: Lev
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