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» posted on 9:28pm - June 03 2009 | posted by belangaria

My heart and soul are dancing tonight. My body is tired, but my mind is so awake.

I now have proof that we're never on our own, but its just proof for me. I can tell you the story, but you may not believe it.

I've been sensing energies lately. Much more than I normally do. I've been in touch with someone who has opened my eyes to a lot of things, but this is the biggest thing that has come out of it.

It disappeared for a very short while and I noticed the absence immediately, but its back again. Carys can sense it too.

Yesterday, she stopped playing and stared at the wall. then I sensed it.

All I can do is describe it.

If you can imagine the softest blanket you've ever felt. and wrap yourself in it. Its warm, its comforting, and it feels safe. Its such a happy feeling it sends shivvers up and down your spine.

I feel so full of life and I want to laugh and cry at the same time. I feel everything all mixed together, happiness, sadness, fear, love, and even THAT description barely touches the surface of it the size of it... I could barely breathe.

There was a pressure around me, like I was in a bubble. The music I had playing became slightly distorted for a few seconds, and there was a very low pitched humming in my ears.

Then it left, but.... I was lost for words

It left me shaking, the size was totally incomprehensible and it was aware, there was NOTHING negative there despite me feeling fear and sadness in the emotions. It was safe. As if all of my own emotions were being brought to the surface to be examined and this energy itself was PURE.

Some people may not believe this actually happened to me. I barely believe it myself. I'm left with energy, happiness and total peace. Total Peace.

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posted by: xcom · date: 3:58am - June 07 2009
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interesting. I would love to hear more any time you're willing on PM.
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