This is nothing to worry about at this point, but keep a mindful eye on yourself. Sociopathic thinking is normal to a certain extent, but you mention "slipping." The good thing is that you are aware of this. As long as you remain aware, I think you'll be okay. It's when you start slipping and you aren't aware that you should worry.

But if you're not aware, how do you know to get help?

I would suggest keeping a journal of some sort. This may sound gay, but I have one and it's truely helpful. The ability to reflect on your feelings can be very insigtful. And this will help you keep watch on your moods. You should always explore your feelings (just not the one's where you want to kill people. lol).

If you ever get to the point that you feel you may start acting on these feelings, you should seek immediate help. Don't let your "slipping" consume you. A dark personality can be exciting, but don't lose sight of the lighter side of you.

most thoughts we have we don't consciously chose but it is the choices we make in response to those thoughts that determines whether or not we have lost it. no one loses control they just stop caring what or who there choices affect. so just continue to care.

Relax, all is well. You appear to be experiencing a manifestation of repressed and unresolved feelings about yourself. Everyone experiences some form of this at various times in their journey. Whatever you've been thru, try and understand the feelings involved, and love yourself for having experienced those feelings. Remember, we're as happy as we allow ourselves to be
peace, mikey