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CONFORMITY = SLAVERY
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while I was bitching before about the fact that most IT jobs in this country were up in Stockholm and I am not, I discovered something really nice from my last visit to arbetsformedlingen (the unemployment office here)
Apparently, if I have to go for a job interview up in Stockholm, the government may actually PAY FOR MY TICKET to get there!
hahahaha....
damn... that's pretty sweet
socialism definitely has its perks
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It feels like 95% of the IT jobs in this country are up in Stockholm... That's about a six hour drive from where I live (maybe more).
And since I am applying for the jobs that I am most suited to, this means that I'm basically being forced to apply for these jobs (plus, I am legally obliged to apply for jobs anywhere in the country; bullshit).
So I just got another response from a company who said they think I could be the person I am looking for, and asked if I could come in for a job interview sometime next week.
It costs probably around 100 bucks for me to even get up to Stockholm, all for some job interview that has no guarantee I will even get it.
Damn I'm so sick of this stupid unemployment system.
At least, I've made up my mind and decided to start publicly releasing, promoting and pushing Theia in just one month's time. It would be so nice if I could make it work after a few months so that I don't even need to bother with getting a job...
*sigh*
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My heart and soul are dancing tonight. My body is tired, but my mind is so awake.
I now have proof that we're never on our own, but its just proof for me. I can tell you the story, but you may not believe it.
I've been sensing energies lately. Much more than I normally do. I've been in touch with someone who has opened my eyes to a lot of things, but this is the biggest thing that has come out of it.
It disappeared for a very short while and I noticed the absence immediately, but its back again. Carys can sense it too.
Yesterday, she stopped playing and stared at the wall. then I sensed it.
All I can do is describe it.
If you can imagine the softest blanket you've ever felt. and wrap yourself in it. Its warm, its comforting, and it feels safe. Its such a happy feeling it sends shivvers up and down your spine.
I feel so full of life and I want to laugh and cry at the same time. I feel everything all mixed together, happiness, sadness, fear, love, and even THAT description barely touches the surface of it the size of it... I could barely breathe.
There was a pressure around me, like I was in a bubble. The music I had playing became slightly distorted for a few seconds, and there was a very low pitched humming in my ears.
Then it left, but.... I was lost for words
It left me shaking, the size was totally incomprehensible and it was aware, there was NOTHING negative there despite me feeling fear and sadness in the emotions. It was safe. As if all of my own emotions were being brought to the surface to be examined and this energy itself was PURE.
Some people may not believe this actually happened to me. I barely believe it myself. I'm left with energy, happiness and total peace. Total Peace.
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